Can we be honest for a minute?
I think we can agree on something. We all, for the most part, lie about our weight. We all like to pretend we are more in shape than we really are. That we’re healthier than we really are. We praise ourselves on twitter when we eat a salad for lunch, but shut up about downing most of that pizza the other night by ourselves. The bottom line is this: We want all the pretty bonuses that come with a healthy lifestyle, but don’t want to deal with the self-discipline it takes to actually be healthy.
For me, I’ve always wanted to feel good about how I look. I’ve been pacifying myself by telling little white lies that build into huge, blinding lies about myself. The most ridiculous part is who I’m trying to lie to; myself! I want to feel good about taking my shirt off, but I don’t want to lay off the big, fat steaks I love so much. I want to feel comfortable playing sports, but I don’t want to get off my lazy tail to go walk instead of watching ANOTHER episode of that show. That is the truth, and it is ugly.
I think the only way to beat these ugly lies I’ve tried to pass off on myself is come at it with it’s opposite. Honesty, or as the kids say, keepin’ it real. I need to be honest about where I am, where I want to be, and what I need to do to get there. I need to know I’ll fail, but I can get back in the saddle. If the truth is out there, I’m free of having to lie about where I’m not. I’m free of pretending to be something I’m not . . . yet.
So, what is the truth?
Do you want to know?
Do I want you to know?
Here goes.
For my height/age/body (6’0/22/thick homey) type, I should be (drumroll?) . . .
180-190 lbs.
Right now, as I start this journey towards being healthy, I am . . .
230 lbs.
Ouch. That hurts to just say. According to my BMI (Body Mass Index), I’m technically obese. Double ouch.
Every person I’ve talked to about this doesn’t believe I weigh that much. But like I said earlier, I am, indeed, a thick homey. However, this is where I’m taking my stand. This is where I decide to be healthier. This is where I leave my excuses. I want to physically feel better. Heck, I want to straight up look better.
Now, how do I expect to do this?
My buddy and I are in the middle of a work-out program consisting of the websites 100 pushups, 200 sit-ups, & 200 squats three days a week and cardio at least twice a week. Check them out, they are very free and very easy to follow. I’m also following a free, healthy meal plan provided (again, fo free!) by 50 Million Pounds, which is a great resource for learning a healthy lifestyle.
***Warning: Gut Check Ahead***
If we wanna bring Jesus into this, like we’re called to, then we can safely say that being obese is not being a good steward of your body. Plain and simple. And I’m not ok with meeting Jesus and shrugging my shoulders in regard to how I treated my body, His holy temple. I don’t think “well done, my good and faithful servant” is reserved for just our ministry service. Chew on that.
I’m gonna update you guys on how I’m doing every Saturday. How my week went, If I’m still eating well, etc. I’d like for you guys to feel free to ask me how I’m doing and if I’m staying on top of things. Challenge me. Heck, challenge each other. Check out 50 Million Pounds and see what they are all about. Obesity is a definite problem in our country, and its something we don’t like to talk about. These guys are making an effort to educate Americans and improve our health.
So, what about you? Do you feel as healthy as you should?
Think about it. Keep it real.
One.Love
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